Tomorrow is the pre-op day. Josh & I have been preparing a list of questions to ask so that we can set our expectations. Hopefully we'll be more prepared this time than for the g-tube surgery. We were completely blind sided on that one - to the point where I thought I was going to throw up from the stress of it all.
I am anxious & scared. Each hour that goes by brings us closer to a good & bad thing. I am so not looking forward to spending any time in the CICU. I hate that there is any reason for such a place to exist. How horrible that any parent has to have their baby/child go through heart surgery. It's just not right. I appreciate all the doctors & nurses, but if I had a wis, it would be to make their jobs obsolete. I'm hoping for some sleep tonight; maybe I'll be able to shut my brain down long enough for that to happen.
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